Thursday, 2nd of July 2009
Idea for this site:
One day I felt so anxious that I didn't know what to do. I wanted put it out of me, but in same time I didn't want to discomfort people with my anxiousness, to repel them off, because I had a bad day. I was walking around my room and I jelled to put it out of me. I was walking around the room for half an hour talking to myself. After half an hour I stopped such pointless agony, I called a friend and I told him everything I had on my mind. I was talking for fifteen minutes. And when I finished the conversation, it all come to an end. My friend have been listening me for fifteen minutes and he supported me for everything I said. Those days I had enormous pressure from people around me and I didn't know how to deal with that pressure, but after I had talked with someone about it, all that agony disappeared and not only it has disappeared, but I felt free, like I could fly. To the sky and back. I was happy again, full of energy, open to see other people, I relived my baggage and I regain energy to continue to move on. Sometimes I didn't have a friend to call, in reference to, I didn't want to disturb them with my problems, so I wrote my thoughts on a paper. Later, the paper, I would throw away, or sometimes, I saved it. After writing I felt a little better, but assuredly it is nothing like if someone had seen that paper, and said to me - it is OK - you are right, it is not such a big deal, you will deal with it, I believe in you.
Sometimes I wrote letters, nice letters, but always I hesitated to send them. I was afraid of rejection or to end up funny, but there were no reason for it. Now I know it could have been such a waste not to tell someone something nice.
So, it came to me - to create a place where you can express yourself.
I came to an idea - If you are feeling sad or mad and you want someone to hear what you have to say or you just want to say that you are happy or in love, create your own little square and write all your thoughts, all your obstacles, adversities, all you happiness, all your love. Relief yourself of bad emotions, say someone that you love him/her or just send lovely statement or romance story.
Create your personal square on mybluesquare.com and tell your story - show what you have to say.
This is my story.
My other loosed words:
This my about me site is here to offer people to freely express whatever is on their minds. I came to an idea to create calm and good place where everybody can feel free to say whatever they want to say. There are too many places on this world where people choke each other not letting other person to express what they feel or what they know. I like to listen to people. To hear what they have to say. That is how I can improve myself in many ways. When you speak, you are only listening things you already know. Creating this web page and reading posts from visitors, I realized, no matter where we are or who we are, we are all same. With same problems and same solutions. I realized that if there is a man with a problem, then there is a men with a solution of the problem somewhere out there in the world , but you have to find him. So I wanted to put a little space to little and big people to say all they want to say, all about themselves, about their thoughts and to share to the world what they know. To show what they are special about.
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